I've put myself out there. For Love. For Life. I have done what I thought what was desired of me. In law, a person's intent does not matter as much as the end result. I wonder if it's different with God. God's cares are a matter of the heart. He cares about our heart. He wants to take it, shape it, mold it if we are willing to give it to Him. Actually, if we let Him, He will set our hearts free.

If we are people torn between two things, God will ask us to give up that other thing, no matter what it is. He wants to know that when we sit in church, pray, or listen for Him, that we wouldn't rather be doing something else. God wants our full attention. He is a Selfish God for Your Heart. He wants it all to Himself! And He's not ashamed to tell you that. He will even die on a cross to get your attention. Oh wait, He already did that.

I am starting/realizing/believing to realize that these journeys we go through are not about the end result. If they were, we wouldn't have to go through the journey.